Devil in disguise
Monday, June 20, 2005
heyys. tis few daes has been hard fer miie. emotional breakdown.. 2dae maii dad came quite early.. at abt 1pm++ came oreddy.. thn i eat lunch n evtin.. thn we went parkway.. walk here n ther.. it was nth much.. burt i knew i had ta cherish tis moments widd him if nt still nd ta wait fer another 4 mths.. lucky sec sch beginning ebb nov holi liaos.. anw. wen reach home oreddy.. i was damn sadd. wanted ta break down liao.. culdnt even force a smile.. my dad sae tt i look like i gort no energy.. burt actuallie is cus i wana cry oreddy.. haiix. jus had ta hold bak maii tears. thn he said tose words wich made miie even mer wana cry. he sae "tmr i go bak oreddy".. i noe tt larhhs haishh.. will miss him alot de.. thn ltr he went bak oreddy. he told miie nt ta go trng cus i need some rest. even if im not sick i oso no mood fer trng cus im so sadd tt hes goin bakk oreddy n i miss him n maii fam so muchh!!
anw. how how how ?? maii dad keep tellin miie nt ta receive Christ n evtin.. he asked miie wher i gort maii Bible n hu told miie ta read it.. he told miie ta stop goin church.. haishh..so sryy i cant fufil tis wish ebb his. i can fufil all his other wishes [[like using less sms x))]] burt definitely nt tis.. sryy daddy! burt goin ta church hasnt changed maii love fer uu. i jus wish tt u wuldnt b so like biased against church n Christ.. haishh..
anw. wana sae a BIG thank you to saint houng fer understanding miie n not minding miie crying now.. haiishh.. most imptly.. hafta thank God.. i didnt sae anetin burt maii daddy sorta noe tt i receive Christ oreddy.. wana thank him fer evtin he done fer miie in maii life. good or badd i learn sth outta it... love G0d. cant wait till i can go church again! ((:
anw. jus a short message to maii parents
Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You
yeapps.. love uu guys loads. thx fer workin so hardd ta support miie here in singapore.. muacks!
&devil disguises 5:23 PM